Tyr-Ziu Saxnot
02-17-2021, 06:10 PM
Below is a partial list of my poems at my home poetry site.
As one can se there is a gap of three months shown..
Between these two listings-- between 10-22-2017 and 1-23-2018...
No I did not take break during that span of time.
What happened was a major depression hit me and that coupled with
some criticism at my home poetry site--added to by a group forming to
denounce my work and organize to get others to join them finally bore
fruit. What they wanted, I went into a rage that night of 1-22-2018
and started deleting my poems from the site -intending to delete them all.
I stopped after a time, when down to the date 7-27-2017
I deleted about 60/70 poems before that rage left me and I thought- hell
this is what they want! Now to today, I found another poets collaboration
poem-- her collaborator was me. It had back then received Poem of the Day honors.
And yes, it was one of those dozens of poems I had deleted. Now below the list
shown I am pasting that poem. As a reminder to never let others ever get to me like
that again. And in that time was the period we were dealing with our mother dying..-Tyr
""
Edit A Burning Summer On A Southern Farm 366 1/23/2018 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Broken And All Hope Lost, What Does One Do 348 1/22/2018 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit As His Young Fan Stood, Terror In His Heart 551 10/22/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem ""
Edit A Burning Summer On A Southern Farm 366 1/23/2018 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Broken And All Hope Lost, What Does One Do 348 1/22/2018 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit As His Young Fan Stood, Terror In His Heart 551 10/22/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit My Dearest Little One, My How Fast Time Has Flown 465 10/19/2017 Free verse Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Once, When Darkness Invaded Peaceful Sleep 536 10/18/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit When Man Finds Fault With Nature's Renewal Plan 304 10/17/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Goddess, The Fantasy, The Dream And The Reality 784 10/14/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Oft Bold The Thoughts, When Pen Strikes Paper 488 10/12/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit When I Close My Eyes Baby 356 10/11/2017 Lyric Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Requiem On Death, Its Fated Black Hand 407 10/10/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Spring's Rebirth, Heals Both Heart And Waiting Lands 478 10/8/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit As I Ponder Life And Its Too Brief Span 255 10/5/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Are You Now, Free Falling, Like Heaven Sent Rain 392 10/3/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit When One Finds Shield And Sword Are Both Broken 333 10/2/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit With Bond Both Will Keep 325 9/30/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Magic, When Such Leaves Without A Trace 349 9/28/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit We Had Time, Eternity Or So We Thought 869 9/27/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Because Of Grace And Beauty Your Dancing Steps Made 344 9/26/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Just An Old Man 515 9/24/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit As I Gazed Awestruck, Thankful For Such Lush Bounty 377 9/23/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit In Night Dreams, We Go On, Forever True 478 9/23/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Tribute To Those That Have Made Such Sacrifices 374 9/22/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Is Parcae Crimsom, Thy Newly Found Treasure 326 9/20/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Old Man Stop, Let Your Mind Return To See 510 9/18/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Boarding Lost Ships Into Vast Unknown Seas 305 9/16/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Once A Wild Child Of The Exploding Sixties 445 9/15/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit New Morn's Sun In Sky So Brilliantly Blue 320 9/14/2017 Romanticism Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Where Hanging Weeping Willows Grow 375 9/13/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit That Dark Day, Our Childhood Castle Was Felled 585 9/12/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Gift Or Curse, What The Human Mind Creates 352 9/10/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit That Vow, To Yet Again Walk Forested Trails 390 9/6/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Smothered By Love, Imprisoned By Decree 326 9/5/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit On Wicked Kings And Time Destroyed Dragons 315 9/4/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Remembering Sweet Dawns And Verdant Greens 242 9/3/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Joys Of Home And Mom's Tasty Apple Pies 244 9/1/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Courage of Youth, Battle of Ypres, Flanders Field 4778 8/26/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Saddest Blues Flow Through Winter's Broken Frame 406 8/25/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Truth Found, Recovery Of A Broken Soul 573 8/24/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Ancient Shadows, Dreams From Love Lost Past 416 8/23/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit A Slow Hand, Deep Thoughts And True Pen 497 8/22/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Had I Not Dared Break Free Or It Break Me 336 8/20/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Hath Thy Blackened Heart Replaced Blood With Stone 240 8/19/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Oft I Wonder Can This Fairy-Tale Truly Be True 379 8/17/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Spirits Leap To Touch Autumn's Splendor 421 8/16/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit In Youth, Life's Wild Tracks Seem So Inviting 473 8/15/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit The Dead Man 238 8/14/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Why Are We Such Willing Slaves To The Clock 373 8/14/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Knowing She Sees How Deeply She Is Missed 774 8/10/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Infinite Desires And Hopes In Infinite Streams 299 8/10/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Once In A Heated Moment I Recall 297 8/9/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit A Dream Within A Dream 388 8/7/2017 Prose Poetry Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Memories, Long Sad Journey, Revised Version 574 8/5/2017 Haibun Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Fallen Leaves, Silent Scenes 532 8/4/2017 Haiku Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Is This Not, A Poet's True Call 337 8/4/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Realizing, Yearning For Lost Youth Had Birthed Poetic Aches 466 8/2/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit To Morn's Soft, Awakening Lights 385 7/31/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit For Thy Hand, This Romantic Letter Sent 480 7/28/2017 Romanticism Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Crystal Shadows On Grass, Lightly Frozen 378 7/28/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Will You See Truth Beyond That Dark Stone Fence 1254 7/27/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 ... Last>>
The poem....and the comments made about it....
I have no recollection of the other poems I deleted but I suspect that many are posted somewhere here at this site
-- although sadly not all. Back then I was averaging composing about 18 to 25 poems a month.
A reminder of the level of rage that I once could not control.
And my deep regret at my having once destroyed what means so damn much to me.......
A reminder of just how massively destructive rage can become. -Tyr
**********************************
You Foolishly Once Thought You Had It Bad: A Collaboration
When tons of doom filled nights fall on your head,
hot embers glow and fires burn unabated,
you recall her last breath and wish you were dead.
In a poem's sad lines you've been castrated.
From the heavens a voice thunders dire threats
about losses and breakfasts consumed without eggs.
Fumbling about, looking to hedge your bets,
you drink your cold coffee, down to burnt dregs.
On waking you find dawn's hard hammer fell
last night's burns are reminders of strife.
You stumble and look up from the pits of Hell,
recounting the reasons why you lost your wife.
Your clock chimes out vulgar curses at you
and your house bids you leave by peals at noon.
You think of the ancient, wicked dreams, too,
as night falls with its wretched lucent moon.
You dream of hungry tigers eating your boots.
Your house is perched atop two adjoining trees.
A hunter fires; but it's not a tiger he shoots.
Your second wife cuts off your legs at the knees.
With life's blood flowing from your severed veins
your heart bemoans that you married once more.
By morning you were free from nightmare's pains
but horrid memories linger behind closed doors.
What vast burdens you bear in fear of sleep
and hollows in your mind fill quickly with dread.
When your clock strikes twelve, I hear you weep,
" Odious anguish! I wish I were dead."
Shadows dance on your walls in candle light.
Dark images of her body pressed close to you,
waltzing in your arms on a moonlit night
but she vanishes when dawn's rays break through.
Which sort of dream scars your mind with more grief?
The ones in which you're butchered; burned by fire,
or when daylight steals her away like a furtive thief?
Will your penance release you from the leeching mire...
the terror you encounter each night as you lie abed?
Foolishly, you once thought love claimed your heart.
Therein lies the angst of what you most dread...
the vexing memories in dreams that tear you apart.
Co-Written with Robert Lindley based on the original
verses he offered in the open challenge on his blog.
Copyright © Lin Lane | Year Posted 2018
As one can se there is a gap of three months shown..
Between these two listings-- between 10-22-2017 and 1-23-2018...
No I did not take break during that span of time.
What happened was a major depression hit me and that coupled with
some criticism at my home poetry site--added to by a group forming to
denounce my work and organize to get others to join them finally bore
fruit. What they wanted, I went into a rage that night of 1-22-2018
and started deleting my poems from the site -intending to delete them all.
I stopped after a time, when down to the date 7-27-2017
I deleted about 60/70 poems before that rage left me and I thought- hell
this is what they want! Now to today, I found another poets collaboration
poem-- her collaborator was me. It had back then received Poem of the Day honors.
And yes, it was one of those dozens of poems I had deleted. Now below the list
shown I am pasting that poem. As a reminder to never let others ever get to me like
that again. And in that time was the period we were dealing with our mother dying..-Tyr
""
Edit A Burning Summer On A Southern Farm 366 1/23/2018 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Broken And All Hope Lost, What Does One Do 348 1/22/2018 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit As His Young Fan Stood, Terror In His Heart 551 10/22/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem ""
Edit A Burning Summer On A Southern Farm 366 1/23/2018 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Broken And All Hope Lost, What Does One Do 348 1/22/2018 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit As His Young Fan Stood, Terror In His Heart 551 10/22/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit My Dearest Little One, My How Fast Time Has Flown 465 10/19/2017 Free verse Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Once, When Darkness Invaded Peaceful Sleep 536 10/18/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit When Man Finds Fault With Nature's Renewal Plan 304 10/17/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Goddess, The Fantasy, The Dream And The Reality 784 10/14/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Oft Bold The Thoughts, When Pen Strikes Paper 488 10/12/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit When I Close My Eyes Baby 356 10/11/2017 Lyric Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Requiem On Death, Its Fated Black Hand 407 10/10/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Spring's Rebirth, Heals Both Heart And Waiting Lands 478 10/8/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit As I Ponder Life And Its Too Brief Span 255 10/5/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Are You Now, Free Falling, Like Heaven Sent Rain 392 10/3/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit When One Finds Shield And Sword Are Both Broken 333 10/2/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit With Bond Both Will Keep 325 9/30/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Magic, When Such Leaves Without A Trace 349 9/28/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit We Had Time, Eternity Or So We Thought 869 9/27/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Because Of Grace And Beauty Your Dancing Steps Made 344 9/26/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Just An Old Man 515 9/24/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit As I Gazed Awestruck, Thankful For Such Lush Bounty 377 9/23/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit In Night Dreams, We Go On, Forever True 478 9/23/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Tribute To Those That Have Made Such Sacrifices 374 9/22/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Is Parcae Crimsom, Thy Newly Found Treasure 326 9/20/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Old Man Stop, Let Your Mind Return To See 510 9/18/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Boarding Lost Ships Into Vast Unknown Seas 305 9/16/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Once A Wild Child Of The Exploding Sixties 445 9/15/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit New Morn's Sun In Sky So Brilliantly Blue 320 9/14/2017 Romanticism Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Where Hanging Weeping Willows Grow 375 9/13/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit That Dark Day, Our Childhood Castle Was Felled 585 9/12/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Gift Or Curse, What The Human Mind Creates 352 9/10/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit That Vow, To Yet Again Walk Forested Trails 390 9/6/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Smothered By Love, Imprisoned By Decree 326 9/5/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit On Wicked Kings And Time Destroyed Dragons 315 9/4/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Remembering Sweet Dawns And Verdant Greens 242 9/3/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Joys Of Home And Mom's Tasty Apple Pies 244 9/1/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Courage of Youth, Battle of Ypres, Flanders Field 4778 8/26/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Saddest Blues Flow Through Winter's Broken Frame 406 8/25/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Truth Found, Recovery Of A Broken Soul 573 8/24/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Ancient Shadows, Dreams From Love Lost Past 416 8/23/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit A Slow Hand, Deep Thoughts And True Pen 497 8/22/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Had I Not Dared Break Free Or It Break Me 336 8/20/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Hath Thy Blackened Heart Replaced Blood With Stone 240 8/19/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Oft I Wonder Can This Fairy-Tale Truly Be True 379 8/17/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Spirits Leap To Touch Autumn's Splendor 421 8/16/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit In Youth, Life's Wild Tracks Seem So Inviting 473 8/15/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit The Dead Man 238 8/14/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Why Are We Such Willing Slaves To The Clock 373 8/14/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Knowing She Sees How Deeply She Is Missed 774 8/10/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Infinite Desires And Hopes In Infinite Streams 299 8/10/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Once In A Heated Moment I Recall 297 8/9/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit A Dream Within A Dream 388 8/7/2017 Prose Poetry Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Memories, Long Sad Journey, Revised Version 574 8/5/2017 Haibun Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Fallen Leaves, Silent Scenes 532 8/4/2017 Haiku Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Is This Not, A Poet's True Call 337 8/4/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Realizing, Yearning For Lost Youth Had Birthed Poetic Aches 466 8/2/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit To Morn's Soft, Awakening Lights 385 7/31/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit For Thy Hand, This Romantic Letter Sent 480 7/28/2017 Romanticism Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Crystal Shadows On Grass, Lightly Frozen 378 7/28/2017 Rhyme Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
Edit Will You See Truth Beyond That Dark Stone Fence 1254 7/27/2017 Sonnet Create an image from this poem. Delete Poem
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 ... Last>>
The poem....and the comments made about it....
I have no recollection of the other poems I deleted but I suspect that many are posted somewhere here at this site
-- although sadly not all. Back then I was averaging composing about 18 to 25 poems a month.
A reminder of the level of rage that I once could not control.
And my deep regret at my having once destroyed what means so damn much to me.......
A reminder of just how massively destructive rage can become. -Tyr
**********************************
You Foolishly Once Thought You Had It Bad: A Collaboration
When tons of doom filled nights fall on your head,
hot embers glow and fires burn unabated,
you recall her last breath and wish you were dead.
In a poem's sad lines you've been castrated.
From the heavens a voice thunders dire threats
about losses and breakfasts consumed without eggs.
Fumbling about, looking to hedge your bets,
you drink your cold coffee, down to burnt dregs.
On waking you find dawn's hard hammer fell
last night's burns are reminders of strife.
You stumble and look up from the pits of Hell,
recounting the reasons why you lost your wife.
Your clock chimes out vulgar curses at you
and your house bids you leave by peals at noon.
You think of the ancient, wicked dreams, too,
as night falls with its wretched lucent moon.
You dream of hungry tigers eating your boots.
Your house is perched atop two adjoining trees.
A hunter fires; but it's not a tiger he shoots.
Your second wife cuts off your legs at the knees.
With life's blood flowing from your severed veins
your heart bemoans that you married once more.
By morning you were free from nightmare's pains
but horrid memories linger behind closed doors.
What vast burdens you bear in fear of sleep
and hollows in your mind fill quickly with dread.
When your clock strikes twelve, I hear you weep,
" Odious anguish! I wish I were dead."
Shadows dance on your walls in candle light.
Dark images of her body pressed close to you,
waltzing in your arms on a moonlit night
but she vanishes when dawn's rays break through.
Which sort of dream scars your mind with more grief?
The ones in which you're butchered; burned by fire,
or when daylight steals her away like a furtive thief?
Will your penance release you from the leeching mire...
the terror you encounter each night as you lie abed?
Foolishly, you once thought love claimed your heart.
Therein lies the angst of what you most dread...
the vexing memories in dreams that tear you apart.
Co-Written with Robert Lindley based on the original
verses he offered in the open challenge on his blog.
Copyright © Lin Lane | Year Posted 2018